This is an experiment. Thought I would invite you into my life on a real-time, as-it-is-happening, basis. It is early morning as I write this and the house is silent. But I’ll tell you that my mind is working overtime as I am anticipating a disciplinary session later today.
She told me last night that I am in for it big time today and I know she is serious. Back in October of 2014 I did something that was basically “out of character” for me (Posted about it on this Blog). I didn’t specify what it was then and I will demure this time as well. I will say that in the grand scheme of things it’s really small potatoes. I mean you might shake your finger at me. But you would probably shrug it off as “ho hum”.
But, the standards for ethical behavior around here are quite high – and I subscribe to them enthusiastically by the way. They are values we share. Well, I foolishly gave in to a moment of temptation and did that thing again. Suffice it to say that doing something again after having been disciplined for it once before does not go down well with her.
I get anxious anytime I know I’m going to get a spanking. But in situations like this it is deeply unnerving for me. I really can’t get any kind of work done because it is all I can think of. I guess that’s why I am doing the “experiment.” I'll stop writing now and will come back to you afterwards.
Oh I forgot to mention that she is going away on a trip tomorrow and has decided that she wants to see if what she does leaves marks that last until she returns. How fun (thought to myself sarcastically)…………. See you later.
It’s the next day It's almost time to leave for the airport. She's been so busy with things she had to do before traveling that the discipline got pushed aside. But, she has not forgotten. She said there would be ample time before I take her to the airport. So here I am; a bit emotionally exhausted from it……..as I said before….See you later.
Still the next day - I’m back from the airport She did indeed find “ample time” for the discipline before she left. It got quite close to the time we had set for leaving and I actually thought I was safe for the time being. Then she looked at the clock and said “I had better take care of your spanking now before it’s too late.”
We had less than ten minutes before we absolutely had to leave. So for some reason I felt pretty good about my situation. I really did think she would be preoccupied with her trip that it would be a perfunctory session. If I had thought about it rationally I would not have. I know darn well what she has accomplished before in five minutes when she’s determined.
Anyway she was in a “quick and efficient” frame of mind. The spanking was a “task” on her pre-departure list of things to complete before she left town. It was all business. She wasn’t angry or lecturing to make the point clear like she usually does. It was just “Come on. Hurry up. Pants off and over my knee.”
I moved with the speed she expected and she got right to it. The first few whacks with the Holy Terror told me what was coming. They were fast and stung like hell. I was fully repentant way before she was fully done. I’ll bet it was less than five minutes. I got up and started for my clothes. But no!
She said my behavior showed that I was slipping and that I needed something “in advance” in case I got any wrong ideas while she was gone. That was standing up with the strap. She used a braided belt that she is very fond of.
We departed for the airport on time. We said our fond farewells at the curb at Departure. I miss her already. And I am VERY uncomfortable sitting as I write this last part of “The Experiment”.
By the way, I looked in the mirror when I got home from the airport. I am pretty sure that she will find enough residual “art work” on my butt to satisfy her goal.
(Two days later)
I hope you found the little “experiment” interesting. After re-reading it, I realized I would not be happy if I didn’t mention that spanking is only one small component of our life together. We are best friends in every sense of the word and I miss her company a great deal.
Hey, if you have a few seconds, I would love to hear if you enjoyed the “experiment.”